What will the future bring? Who will I be in 5 years? Where will I be in life?
The only way to figure that out, is to live and learn as time goes by.
It is very strange how in one moment everything suddenly has turned into the past, and then you are in the present moment which is completely different from how you imagined your life to be at that moment in time.
And then the future just ends up being a massive mystery.